Word up it's Word Girl

Madelyn has been a very cranky girl this past few days, and so have I. I'm not sure if it's this bitter weather, or what.

I'm starting to get spring fever, bad. I fantasize about taking Madelyn to the park on a warm spring day. I just feel so cooped up in this apartment.

My 22nd birthday is coming up on Friday! We're going to do pizza at my Dad's and then he's going to watch Mady while Jay and I go to Duffer's to see Uncle Bill's band play! The whole family will be there, so it should be a lot of fun :)

There's really not much to update today, just that this week hasn't been one of the best.

Come on warm weather!!

Forget me not

I have a horrible memory. I always get blamed for this. It's not my fault really ... I honestly don't know who or what to blame. I'm sorry if I've ever forgotten anything super sweet that someone did for me, or a really important appointment. It's not my fault ... really.

I lost my temporary registration for my car. And supposedly, the state was supposed to mail me my title ... that never happened (at least not that I can remember).

See what I mean?!

When I was little, the doctors told me it was a side effect of my medication, then when I went off the medication, they told me it was stress.

I don't think it's either. I think I'm losing my mind.

I don't this is normal for a 21 year old to experience memory loss as much as I do, and it's very frustrating, as I'm sure you can imagine. Besides the fact that I'm always loosing things and forgetting important dates. People get mad. They get really mad at me. But it's not my fault ... really.

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Mady is wearing sneakers.
I know! How adorable -- she also climbs on the furniture...not so adorable.

I'm in a mood to be crafty. I want to create something. Jason always has all the idea's running through his head. He truly inspires me (even if the 20 ideas a day does get a bit annoying). I wish my mind worked like that -- constantly creating ... something.

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In the movies. Jason and I saw Avatar in 3D IMAX at KOP. Absolutely Amazing. Jason showed up with a big bottle of Gatorade (shut-up, I was totally craving some) and a bouquet of white flowers (not sure what kind they were). He swept me off my feet and took me to the greatest movie ever shown in theaters. It was the PERFECT date :) I couldn't of asked for a better night.

Lastly:
I would like to start making crafty little things and selling them. Any idea's for what's in demand these days and what you people are willing to buy? Idea's are appreciated :)


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Procrastination

My daughter speaks.


I know. I can't believe it.

She said Hat, and pointed to a Hat. She can connect the word with the object.

I'm so extravagantly happy, and at the same time, scared shitless!

Madelyn is getting SO big! I've been thinking more and more lately about what kind of mother I really want to be. You know, June Cleaver, or Lorelei Gilmore. I decided I want to be a combination of the two. I feel like I have so much more to learn about myself before I can settle completely into my role. I need to relax and truly embrace the lifestyle I have chosen.

I really tons of blogs, and to all you mothers out there -- you are truly inspiring! You are able to keep every ounce of your personality alive and at the same time, raise a child. Often I feel myself slipping away -- slowly becoming this person I've always dreaded.

I should meditate more, appreciate more, and slow down ... just a bit.

Till next time.

<3M

Oh! Jason was on Preston and Steve this morning! .. Or should I say, radio show! Yay :)

I'm still not sure if anyone reads this

Hello to all! I'm sorry I've been a bit lazy with my postings. I'm now typing on my brand new laptop desk and using my new mouse! (both presents from my lovely fiance).

There have been so many new additions to our house since Christmas! Madelyn got many new toys (including a jack-in-the-box, two doggies that sing and talk, a new chair, new outfits and much much more!). I got a Wii and Wii fit!

It was a fun filled Christmas, mainly because I was surrounded by my amazing family. They make the holiday what it is to me.

New and (scary) update: We are planning to move! We set up two appointments on Saturday to look at new places, both in the immediate area (DHill and Lansdowne). Scary thought though. Leaving this apartment behind. So many amazing memories that I'll never forget. Especially ones including my little bundle of joy.

I will take a copious amount of pictures on Saturday for you all to see (i know you're curious).

Till next time!

<3m