Procrastination

My daughter speaks.


I know. I can't believe it.

She said Hat, and pointed to a Hat. She can connect the word with the object.

I'm so extravagantly happy, and at the same time, scared shitless!

Madelyn is getting SO big! I've been thinking more and more lately about what kind of mother I really want to be. You know, June Cleaver, or Lorelei Gilmore. I decided I want to be a combination of the two. I feel like I have so much more to learn about myself before I can settle completely into my role. I need to relax and truly embrace the lifestyle I have chosen.

I really tons of blogs, and to all you mothers out there -- you are truly inspiring! You are able to keep every ounce of your personality alive and at the same time, raise a child. Often I feel myself slipping away -- slowly becoming this person I've always dreaded.

I should meditate more, appreciate more, and slow down ... just a bit.

Till next time.

<3M

Oh! Jason was on Preston and Steve this morning! .. Or should I say, radio show! Yay :)