It's been a while

It's been a while since I've updated. Partly because I am emotionally and physically drained, and partly because what is going on in my life is too personal to post all over the internet. I want so badly to be able to write about my life, to tell whoever reads this what is going on, but something is holding me back, so for now I'm going to write about how Mady is doing.

She's growing before my eyes, and it is one of the most amazing things I have ever experienced. She is the most beautiful child I have ever laid my eyes on, and I can't imagine loving anyone else as much as I love her. I would do anything for her. She is my gem.

Whoever reads my blog, I ask for you to pray for me and my daughter, that I will be able to make the right choices for her and myself. She is my number one, and I love her very much. Hopefully as time goes on I will be able to open up more about my life, and the choices I make.